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Currently reading: Last King of Scotland by Giles Foden

My parents want(s?) me to start an online blogshop for them. They wanna use it to broadcast and sell their stuffs. Which is really just lingerie haha. I think it'll be soon I start coming up something too. But I really have to wait till when less busy and start to prioritise my time better instead of being at Facebook and not starting on my EoM which is actually what I planned to do yesterday. Except I'm too tired and lazy to do so. I don't really follow plans. Haha. No wonder I'm a very obvious P LOL.

Ah ah, going to study with Cheryl later on while bringing her to find my mum. So I better start on EoM since I wanna finish it before I get there. I'm hoping this time I'm a more organized person and learn to follow plans. SIGH my life is boring

Ah, super happy 'cos my friend from China just emailed me again. :D Super super miss her lawlz

Happy today 'cos I wore my blazer and dressed up but didn't take any pictures unfortunately. =( I love her heels! But it's freaking high. And I can't freaking find my fedora. Time to get a new one I guess. Sigh

I don't know why my stomach keeps growling and I can hear it. But it's not the hungry kind of growl I swear. =/ Am I going to die?


Just took an MBTI test on Facebook.

Results is ENFP - I always thought I was more F lor. Only don't know what happened that time equal with T then they said if equal take T. LOL How can I be the only ENTP when all the other members of my beloved ZEEs are all ENFPs!

let's see.

I'm 98% E LAWL. A bit too much huh. Haha. I thought I wasn't very E somemore LOL. BTW E means extrovert la. Is it something good?
27% N - intuitive? Okay la this one remains and kind of true I'm someone who uses more intuition. LOL
44% F - I was a T changed to F (Thinking vs. Feeling) and now it's 44 percent? A little too much hor. haha. But heh, whatever. I didn't try manipulating them hahaha.
42% P - perceptive. Haha. This one. I'm not very sure about it's traits but something along the lines of being late and disorganized hahaha. Which is also very me haha.

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Overall, only my T changed LOL so should I introduce myself as a F or a T now?

BTW have I mentioned that whenever now when I'm not using the computer, I'll be using my iPod to post on my Tumblr? it's rynezzie.tumblr.com BTW. Follow me!! Miennnnzzz I have got so much to do so little time!!

I'm trying out Tumblr now. 'Cos the other time Seewei was telling me about it. LOL Seems interesting. But I'm making myself promise I'm not going to linger there for long. Got to study.

Sudden urge to call Cheryl and ask her to go study with me. i don't know why but yeah. I'm too lazy to bring my entire Mankiw out plus all the Econs shit and probably some Maclaurin's. I'm a fickle mugger and I tend to jump topics a lot. maybe I'll try going to the study room downstairs later after I bathe. No food though sigh

Okay still doing some stuffs with Tumblr and I'm still very much lost with it! Damn. How long is this going to take?

My life have been very very mundane. Oh ya. Suddenly crossed my mind. Today's National day. Cheryl is probably ushering or something ahhaha.

I was so terribly tired yesterday I fell asleep at about 10.30pm and kind of semi-woke up at 8am but felt too physically tiring to myself out of bed so I continued sleeping LOL only got to wake up when my mum comes back with Wantan Mee and got me out of bed at 12.30pm. LOL super tiring. I'm still in my PJs now. LOL It's two and I have ballet later on. I should really get on and start on my work LOL I'm like sianned. LOL. Twitter is screwing me. I have no idea why it's suspended. So yeah, I'm kind of bored now. Haha. I'm getting them to look into the problem asap so let's hope it'll be fine soon LOL then you guys can see me like AFK from here again.

Yesterday had lots of fun LOL. Other than Bennu sport carnival which I played in Frisbee and it's really funny 'cos it's my second time on it in my entire life and Bennu won the competition (albeit not overall, or rather that's what I've heard.) with lots of fight I would say haha. I was feeling happy and great so when I'm in a good mood, I'm mostly forgiving. Haha. Terrible terrible moodswings hahaha. But I went out with Seewei and Veron after that only to reach home at about 8 LOL. It was so so so fun and funny at the same time. Mini ZEEs gathering. Both of them each got something except for me. Though I was torn between cute ribbon-y hairbands and this very very pretty gold headband. I almost almost bought the gold headband. It's so pretty I swear. But it looks really breakable and I'm not sure if I'll wear it out 'cos it's something like the one in the picture above. Except without the middle line and it's not in circular gold plates. I took it up to try just for fun then I realised I looked kind of fine with it and then it's so so nice! It's from Diva so I thought the price is really steep. $11 for it and it doesn't look like it'll last long. ('cos it looks like I'll break it or something.) And it's not something which I'm able to wear to school unless I found a way to put it without looking really messed-up haha. But I really love it. Now i'm thinking of just going back to get them the next time I see Diva. I hardly get to find something I like this way... Just like the studded heels which I'm still thinking about till now. T.T Was supposed to go drinking with them but Smirnoff was putting me and Seewei off 'cos it smells really nice but taste really bad. LOL I didn't get wasted in the end hahaha.

I'm off to watch Gossip girl and then hopefully bathe and start on revision!



Happy National Day in advance, Singapore!

I kind of like this dress from Ohsofickle.com LOL cute eh! I like puffy skirts haha. BTW I've got a cute red sequinned bow for Cheryl and me. It reminds me of Hello Kitty LOL. Bennu power tomorrow! :D:D

I feel like blogging about something. But, I'm usually a very discreet person. So I think I shall not air dirty laundry. Heh. Just think that I'm doing the right stuff. Which I believe I'm being supported by people whom I very much loveeee <3. Had a long long MSN chat with Peeepeeeeee who came up with the same consensus as I did. Final decision, I'm not going to go through anymore hassle to solve something which isn't supposed to be my job in the first place. So I'm just going to heck care and everyone should just go back to where they belong. I've made my own sacrifices and I made sure I tried being the most impartial I could be and I'm glad I didn't flare up today despite I could have ruined my day twice but I've been a happpy girl today! :D I'm proud of myself 'cos there had been many many chances for me too and which I think I would have if not for me attaining enlightenment yesterday. I'm going to be at peace with myself. I'm sure most people can see what I've done unless their blind or blinded by some unknown emotions. Nyehnyeh I kind of forgot what I'm talking about now. So yeah, going stop on this! Just made the final decision to stick with what everyone was for in the first place. Yeap. That's the way to go.

I'm happy happy 'cos I'm having a mini ZEEs gathering tomorrow LOL with Seewei and Veron. I'm hoping we'll go get high. And have a <32<3 talk LOL(that means heart-to-heart, in case you didn't see it.) I'm kind of happily high now I'm not very sleepy. ZZZOMG. I think I'm kind of happy. I should go start on PW now. I know it's 12am but heck. Me got no time tomorrow!!


Somehow I think Demi Lovato's is really a good singer and her new album's kind of nice LOL but very pop. Haha.

I'm starting to feel the want for a Doc Marten's. I've always loved how they look but I never thought of owning one. But I seem to see lots of people wearing them now! And their like so versatile and many many niceeee colours! Should I get them? But I'll need to like save up. =(

This was actually supposed to be somewhat a flame post but I've decided against it. Since I'm going to go public, I should be more discreet. I can safely say I'm no longer as angry as I was before. I think I must have been under a lot of stress and probably that pulled the trigger. Rude people are like one of those who would get on my nerves very very easily. Most of the time when I'm feeling negatively it's probably 'cos of them. And I can quite safely say I'm someone who doesn't really get angry really easily. Seriously. Just don't try to step on my toes.

Chemistry was... fine. It's like the only Chemistry lecture test that turned out surprisingly fine. It's not even well, 'cos it seems too good to be true. For once! I somewhat completed the paper. I've been surprisingly chirpy after Chemistry paper. It feels so good! I feel so relieved. I went to McD's(changed from Mac's to McD's 'cos I read somewhere it's wrong to say Mac's 'cos that's like eating Apple products) after school with Cheryl, Siyun, Jess, Vanessa and Zona. I was feeling happy so I upsized my Big Mac LOL woohoo shaker fries! I'm happy also partially 'cos there isn't any school on Friday. Or rather it's 'cos Bennu is so going to own at Sports Carnival with me wahaha. Okay. Joking. I think it's the new braces colour. Me and Cheryl got red and white alternate. In commemoration(sp?) of National Day and Bennu. LOL My top is full red though 'cos of power chains. Or maybe it's 'cos I received a flower from a stranger on the street outside Plaza Singapura which I gave it to my dentist haha. Me have public confession! LOLZ. No lah, it's just some advertising thing LOL.

Nyeh, I think my chirpiness for today is 'cos of Z and Veron and part shopping I had with Siyun and Cheryl at Plaza Sing. Haha. Feel so relaxed all of a sudden. Like my Sec three and four days. I go out every day after school whenever I have no training. (seriously every single day) Ah, those were the days. And probably not achievable with this hectic schedule of an academically-incompetent JC student. *sigh*

Loving Demi Lovato's Everytime you lie!

Should I just sleep now or do Chemistry tutorial? Nah, I think I'll stick with sleeping.

This is so bad. I'm starting to hate this so so so much. Pfft. Haven't blogged from the computer in a loong looooong time. I haven't blogged in a long time. Didn't even feel like using the computer even when I'm sick. Zzz. Guess it's 'cos I know I have loads to do and I know I have to do them. But none of them interests me enough for me to go sit down and start on them. Zzz. Just realised Chem test is on Wednesday and I have absolutely no time to study for it.

I should really be doing it now. LOL. SHOULD YES SHOULD.

I'm thinking of going more public than private nowadays. Life is boring for me. I need perks. I need excitement. I need the sec-two Maureen with loads of craziness and fun. Although I was being very controversial then, at least I enjoyed living. I want to be immature, sometimes. I wanna be straightforward and be who I am. i don't want to be afraid.



I love her makeup and studded blazer! Did I mention I love blazers and studs? These two together - wow. Me love me love <33

I wanted to get like this studded heels the other time I was out. But it was over my budget! But I reallllyyyyyy lovelove it manymany! SRSLY. I should just get it? About 30 bucks. But pardon me, 'cos I'm usually very thrifty when it comes to clothes. But I likeyyyyy plus some studded bracelet... I want lots of stuff but I can't bring myself to buy them... =( badbad...

I should, like, get a job or something. Okay, I'm joking. I can't 'cos I'm failing very very badly. SIGH

I hate life.

OMG I just looked through Baby Phat's Catalogue and I saw some reallllyyyy nice high tops, like seriously! ZZZ, but now I'm really damn damn damn broke so I won't be able to get them. And apparently, my this current want is achievable since Baby Phat is sold in SG. LOL WTHHH Shall go down to Far East someday to go look for it. ZZZ. HIGH TOP!! I should really start mugging since I'm slacking for a week already. At keast do the tutorials but I keep feeling damn groggy and keep coughing like mad. I'm so uncomfortable. I don't even think I'm making sense here. sick sian sick sian.


I wanna get the Monopoly Deal cards too. T.T Will anyone finance me?

I'll be going out with Nicole tomorrow. ^^ Missed her so much. ZEEs outing is kind of cancelled 'cos a few people aren't able to make it. So in the end, Nic and I decided to just pop by some coffee place to just talk and catch up. Though we're in the same school LOL I hope she's going to help me with my HBL since she already finished hers. MUGGER.

Supposed to try to finish EoM tonight. but it's two and I'm tired(and thinking of Junpyo.. and Z la ok fine.) So I think I'm just going to head off to my bed. ^^ How sinful. I didn't finish what I'm supposed to and I'm already behind schedule. Haha. Oh wait, I don't have a schedule. Yay, great.

Can't wait for school to start, can't wait to receive my failed papers. =/

Am watching Boys over flowers now. So I'm just going to keep this reallllyyyy short. This is like my 5 or 6 episode straight and I just started watching today. haha. Damn bad. LOL Kim Bum is definitely the cutest of the F4 LOL. Although he a bit cockeyed. Haha. But to my surprise, Junpyo, is actually very goodlooking except for his stupid curly hair LOL. I derive more joy from their comedy than their love story though haha. Contrary to what most people who watched hahaha. I was so tired when I came back la. Haha but cannot really stop watching hahah.

I love their songs. Haha. BTW shall go back to finish this episode or next first hahaha.

Just realised it's 1 am already. LOL Happy birthday to Tashi! ^^

(Doubt she'll read this. But, ah, heck.)

Later on in the morning I will have to wake up early 'cos I'm bringing Han to Science Centre. Okay, it's cos I wanna go LOL. I think Z might be coming along too. ^^ Okay I know I haven't been blogging in a long long time since my tests ended. The reasons are many many. 1. I screwed up damn badly so am still friggin' tryin' to come to terms with them. 2. I'm too lazy and no blog fodder. 3. I spend most of my time Twittering/Plurking instead. 4. I'm trying to NOT get hooked onto Sims 3! ^^ 5. I have practically every channel from Starhub TV now. Somehow... So I'm watching TV a lot more often. But still gets boring after some time. 6. My dad's in town. 7. I wanna try to catch up on movies. 8. My mum's having a temporary stall at Downtown East selling mainly women's lingerie and clothes at damn cheap prices. Like $1 for one? Freaking cheap. So i probably have to go down to help. And do drop by when you do have time! ^^


Okay, to be more detailed on my not-really-existent cyberlife these days, I have watched Transformers! Woohoo the graphics great and Megan's really hot. So is Shia in a way... My Sims (I'm Maureen Megan Fox! HAWHAW) have got married, moved into the biggest house in the estate(I used cheat cos I realised I don't have enough finances to support my child.) and gave birth to a baby boy whom I named Theodore. LOL My sim-husband's last name is Cullen so I'm like Cullen-Fox LAWLLL~

Okay this is getting weird I know! I think it's the side effects of forgetting how to blog after not blogging for a long time. I haven't got to wake myself up early for a run in my gym so haven't put my running shoes into good use. But I feel like wearing my new Club Marc $15 blazer out tomorrow!! ^^ But I don't know what to pair them with LOL. Perhaps if there are going to be pictures, I'll try to post them up. But private lahhh~!

Oh and I'm so happy 'cos even though I sleep so damn late every single day since the tests started, I'm not sick yet. And this is probably due to my obsession with my new water bottle!



Mine's the white cat. And I only chose that 'cos Mongchin took the Winnie which I initially wanted. But I'm fine with Marie 'cos she's also one of my favourites. LOL looking like Hello Kitty is a major plus point. My mum is selling them at Downtown East and from what I've heard, they're selling fast LOL. So yea, I'm like partially doing a advertisement right now, here. ^^SO CUTE that I bring them wherever I go and it's like I can't help but to drink them LOL. I kind of stopped my addiction on canned drinks too. I think it's good right? 'Cos i can feel myself drinking lots more of water hahahaha. Oh BTW her name's Maureen Marie. LOL 

Okay anyway, I'm just going to finish up my Gossip Girl and then go sleep. LOL

I'm hungry. =/ Nights


I'm still not over the Michael Jackson incident. Watched two whole long videos on him and his music. He's really inspiring and such a great person. My fondest childhood memory.

I'm feeling increasingly alone. Maybe I'm really what you thought I am

I'm stressed I'm stressed I'm stressed.

'Cos I barely started on anything and three freaking weeks is already gone! What the heck had I been doing for the past few weeks lah!! Super die.

Econ's is totally untouched. Chem still stuck on Ionic. Zzz. I seriously can't study at home. So i'm going to chiong out of house to mug my ass of now before CTs arrive. Han forgot to buy lunch for me and I woke up late so didn't bother eating breakfast. Zzz, so I'm like freaking! hungry right now. Need to go out. Zzz. I need to destress!!! White sands? i shall do Physics I guess. TRY TO FINISH UP CHEM BEFORE LEAVING HOUSE :D

Okay, not possible. T.T

Look on the bright side, maybe(!!) arcade later. Woohoo!